I learned to give not because i have many.. but because i know the feeling of having nothing

The saddest people i've ever met in life are the ones who don't care deeply about nothing at all

Dear John

Based on the novel by best selling author Nicolas sparks, Dear John tells story of a soldier home on lave falls in love with a conservative idealist college girl. Instead of returning home to her, he reenlists after the attacks on September 11th, 2001. Time and distance begin to take a toll on the young lovers.. I love all of Nicholas Sparks movies, but i would have to say this one is not my favorite i think The Notebook is the best movie made from his books.
A soldier home on leave falls for a conservative college girl. Instead of returning home to her, he reenlists after the attacks on September 11th,...

i'm feeling Red

~i didn't realized that recently
i love red so bad :D :D :D
was accidental also having
Red Mango froyo i like strawberry
i'm wearing Betty Boop T-shirt & hat,
hotpants Zara TRF, American flags plate belt, slipper Cotton On,
bag pipe Gucci canvas, and Guess Collection watches
well definetly casual sweet sexy bitchy RED on the spot LOL

"beeing able to wait is a sign of true love and patience, anyone can say she/he loves you but not everyone can wait for you.."

My Sister's Keeper

this movies based by novel written by Jodie Picoult
tells the tale of Fitzgerald family,
after their daughter is stricken with leukimia, a couple conceives a younger sister who can provide a donor match, but the family is torn apart when, after years of medical procedures, the healthy younger sibling sues her parents for the right to decide how her body is used..

Anna is not sick, but she might as well be. By age thirteen, she has undergone countless surgeries, transfusions, and injections to help her sister, Kate, fight leukaemia. Anna was born for this purpose, her parents tell her, which is why they love her even more.

But now she can’t help but wonder what her life would be like if it weren’t tied to her sister’s…and so she makes a decision that for most, at any age, would be too difficult to bear, and sues her parents for the rights to her own body.

Ps,
"if you use a morally wrong way to save the lives of your children, is that makes you a bad mother?"

"Trust, Respect and Love is to be earned. Work for what you want, appreciate it when you recieve it"

green tea - lotus

~i'm so in love..this green tea fragrance, now available the newest mix with lotus by Elizabeth Arden.. very recomanded for you lady's just trust me!

I don't know why we all hang on to something when we know we're better off letting go.. It's like we're scared to lose what we don't even really have.. Some of us say we'd rather have that something than absolutely nothing, but the truth is, to have it halfway is harder than not having it at all..

"People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which it is, you’ll know exactly what to do"

~Michelle Ventor

DIOR zenaidek

~taraaaa..surpriseee.. this is my newest sunnies
made by DIOR zenaidek.. was bought it from singapore around US $300 look so classy and if im wearing look like so big framing my face kinda powerpuff girl iyeeey :))) likeyyy... side of the frame there some black crystal make it prettier

No matter what your marital status is, read this!

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outsidethe door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore. She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.

My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband.

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

A CHRIST-CENTERED MARRIAGE IS A MARRIAGE THAT IS SURE TO LAST A LIFETIME.

So then, they are no longer two but one flesh. "Therefore what God has joined together, let not man separate". (Matthew 19:6)

By Stephanie Halmilton

Realized a lot of things today

Realized i'm done and starting to just go with the flow and do whatever is makes me happy. To live my life to the max and make it the best i can do no matter what's in the way. Everything that knocks me down should be a plus to how many times i've gotten back-up. And that everything happens for a reason.

dedicated to, Petsoul

Paula Ola-Ola

Today is my second hunting for photoshoot, as a model is Ms.Paula thanks to her and my greatest friend Arga who's also beeing my teacher thank you so much brother for always guiding and lead me so far i really feel that you are honest person.. ohhh almost forgot i would like to thanks to Panda he's already amusing and cheers me up :) was it cause i'm not feeling well actually :( not in a good mood also *sigh*
what a day... and for the result i just got some of these photos i can share in here hope you will enjoying please feel free for gimme comments and critics and i really really need much more practise, tought soon will be spend takes time for hunting and i'll promise to take it seriously

“ Giving makes me feel greater than receiving. It doesn’t make sense but it’s just true "

~Wilson Kanadi

Not all hot girls are bitches, not all virgins are prude, not all non virgins are sluts, not all guys are horn dogs, not all guys are jerks, not every girl has drama, not every girl strives to be skinny, not every person wants to be perfect, and NOT EVERYONE IS THE SAME.

beeing optimistic

As hard as things maybe in your life, all you really can do is smile. Beeing sad. angry, depresed wont changed what had happened. So keep calm and carry on and count your blessing.

adoreable dogs

The Pomeranian,
often known as a Pom or humorously Pom-Pom, classed as a toy dog breed because of its small size, the breed is currently among the top 15 most popular in the USA, and the current fashion for small dogs has increased their popularity worldwide. While they're very small dogs, they are sometimes protective o their owners. Their size can also make them nip if surprised. Pomeranians are typically a very friendly and lively.
They love to be around their owners. They bond quickly with their owners, and can suffer from separation anxiety if not trained to spend time alone. They are alert and aware of changes in their enviroment and barking at new stimuli can develop into a habit of barking excessively in any situation. Pomeranians are intelegent dogs, respond well to training, and can be very sucsessful in getting what they want from their owners.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

I need someone who can deal with me. I need a guy who will make me see things from a diffrent point of view. I need a guy who will make me talk about the things that scare me. I need a guy who will make me open up to him, a guy who won't give up on me.

chuck taylor all-star

Did you know? Converse All Stars or Chuck Taylor All-Stars, i would like to introduce
and give some review for all of you guys,
hope you will enjoying
as i am who's really fans of it LOL :D :D :D
Converse are canvas and rubber shoes.
Today the shoes are very popularly worn by children, teenagers, and young adults of both sexes. The shoes are available in several core colors, seasonal colors, and a variety of print style, or even you can painting customize as you like it. I was count and count totally i have 9 pairs Converse at the moment, i wish have many more on my wishlist LOL as the price is really affordable, so what you guys waiting for check into the store ASAP!
don't miss it...

Hugs,
Yoanita

" In a real relationship,
you fight about anything and
everything just to see if your
love really
is strong enough
to conquer anything "

Violeta Natalie

A cousin,
is someone who knows
all about you but likes you anyway
are friends that will love you forever
sees the first tear, catches the second,
and stops the third

I always call my cousin because we are so close
we are almost like a sisters

NEVER MISS A DAY,

to tell someone you care for them,
Because you never know
wether they'll be here the next

I am obsessed with SKINNIESS. It's not healthy. When my stomache is empty and I'm hungry... I don't eat. Just so i can hurt myself inside. Literally

shopping

Whenever i do have money to go shoping,
i don't find anything i like.
Then when i don't,
i find everything in the store cute.

Eva she's the sweetest thing

~she's always keep smile laughing and nosey sometimes :D :D :D
oh.. Eva ure pretty lil girl, feel so glad i've been around you
cause you already did makes me happy

Hugs,
Yoanita