define complicated

it's when you don't know where you stand in a person's in life

it's when you're hanging in dead air and
knowing you can be thrown off anytime

it's when you're like more than a friends but not really, and

it's like you're lovers when it's really otherwise

sometimes you would want to wish to have never met the person
at all, but at the back of your mind, you're thankfull that you have